A Sign of Saturn’s Time

Three years of immense change in the polarizing energy of Aquarius commences.

Finding a lightness under the full face of La Luna.

Embraced by the gentle emotions washing through as the fish swim downstream with us in this new cycle.

Peacefully found out at sea,

In the waves of change, we came and went.

Isolated, disconnected- yet whole in a way unfound before

As the chills rise through my spine in unknown anticipation.

What I do know for certain is now matter what these breaking tides may wash ashore,

Finding refuge in my own soul.

For I am my first home.

My original haven before the harsh elements of life could blow in.

All I lost in the sweeping grief of this chapter , found a hidden plan among the pages of this sight here all along.

Uncovering her piece by piece buried in the rubble of escape.

This avoidance game never fooled anyone, especially me.

Lying here burned away, upon the piles of ash which once held the many masks of a false self.

Breathe in

Breathe out

Lighter

Brighter

So much more vulnerable.

Though undeceived to believe she does not wear a great armor of experienced strength

One won from a war within — waged, fought & won all in a thousands days

To say she doesn’t grieve this victory would be a lied 

Though looking back on the battlefield, she presses on.

Each absorbed in the Divine comedy and tragedy of a maturing soul.

For no matter how many millenia may turn, the propulsion from one stage to the next is filled with rapture.

An explosive creation of fire and ice to consume the old and reveal the new.

Left raw but soo very changes – polished in ways yet to be seen.

May you shed three tears for she who is gone, she who will bever be again, she who is yet to come.

This is the fabric of a woman, a man, an entire generation and people of one.

Fly away- sweet bird of yesterday’s song to a land far, far away.

Engulfed by possibilities to soar higher

Fight harder food love

And be her and now always.

I shall always remember her with deep fondness and a tinge of regret.

But it is in these cracks of life really lived we come to learn.

A mosaic of greenery patchwork all laid out with odd precision along the edge of the sea where the plumes of white hang so low the sky and water nearly meet.

Grand morning mist streaked with dawn’s rosy cheeks greets me as a new day to embrace an unknown land and an old friend.

The Great Full Earth-bound moon hangs suspended in space while moving through time so consistently.

The same circular face welcoming each night with varying phases of light.

Much like each person as we ebb and flow through cycles of illumination and darkness.

To skip across the pond again with great eagerness, arriving from a great journey to this moment.

High anticipated

Deeply sought after

Welcoming the familiarity of flying into the sun of a new day.

Knowing while Saturn’s hand ruled with swiftness –

It was with decisive direction to a path untaken.

Now, embracing with open arms a period of gentle reprieve and tender learning.

Knowing now from experience there is no good or bad.

Fro right when it seems the truth is seen, the tables turn to reveal a new lesson,

An unexpected blessing,

A necessary stitch in the ultimate universal weave.

By place, train, car, bike, or foot, propelling forward as all expansion continues on and on.

Exponentially growing in this consuming dance of creation.

These words may never be said again but their presence will prevail in the ever unfolding day by day of a life.

Complete and still in need of improvement always.

The duality will continue through every sign for me and all.